Rest In Peace Dear Jenna

Dear friends outside,

instead of my always posted pics and stories I have a very sad posting to do now.

A myspace friend of mine called Jenna died today morning after struggeling with cancer... She was 19 years old.

I got the message about her death a few hours ago by another webfriend who also know Jenna or let´s truely say who know Jenna so much better than I did.

I got known to Jenna only a few weeks ago and so we only exchanged some mails before she passed but nevertheless she was a friend and I´m crying a lot now.

She was so brave and all of her bulletins and blogs where so life-enjoying instead of being sad due to her fate!

2 webfriends of Jenna even flew the whole way from their home Minnesota to Jenna´s home state of Alabama to cheer her up and make her happy a few weeks ago...

That´s so amazing... such a long distance... Jenna eally was special because otherwise you don´t take such a sacrify for a friend... Would someone do such a thing for me if I was ill???

Am I worth it?

But this is not about me but Jenna...

In her last mail she wrote me 6 days ago she wrote the following:

"i never realized until recently how wonderful it is to see the sun rise in the morning"

She is right about it... we should enjoy every day, every second...

Jenna posted a bulletin yesterday that she stayed at home at Mother´s Day and that this made her mother so happy.

On that day Jenna enjoyed a fam barbecue with about 75 people and she stated that she was at the best condition in the recent weeks...

It was the last Mother´s Day Jenna could share with her mom and she did it the best way she could.

At least she was happy in her final days...

Dear Jenna...

I wish I had met you earlier to know you better...

I wish we had shared more mails together...

I wish I have had the chance to welcome you in Germany as i promised...

I wish I have had the chance to hold your hand supporting you...

I wish I have had done so much regarding you...


Dear Jenna,

I know that you are still living somewhere else now. You have served your duties here on earth and now you have some more important duties to do.

I hope that you watch me from time to time Jenna to have a supporting hand on me... Thank you!

And even if I don´t know you that much nowadays I just had to create this tribute as you really impressed me... And as you liked my Myspace blog so much I know we would have been good friends if we just had more time...

I didn´t get the chance to meet you here but I will meet you someday somewhere else!!! I hope that I have a lot of decades left before we have our appointment but on the day we will meet it will be a happy one!

Take care until that day Jenna and enjoy everything you couldn´t get here please!!!

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family and friends!!!

See you Jenna!

In loving memory,

Chris

(Picture is courtesy of Jenna´s family/Changed by me via Photsuite to ensure Jenna´s anonymity)